From Hustle to Heart: A Million Moments of Presence and Redefining Success in 2025

Today, as I looked at Zephyr, I broke down in tears. For a split moment, I deeply realized just how few of these moments I have left—staring at him as he sleeps so peacefully.

Soon, he will be older, grown, and have a life of his own. These moments—nursing him to sleep, playing with him, carrying him—will all be gone.

When I first had Zephyr, I wanted to do it all. I wanted to work. I wanted to create a beautiful life for him. By the time he was 3 months old, I threw myself into work, juggling everything I could and pushing myself hard to “provide” financially for him. I was still at home with him, but I began time-blocking and stepping away to focus on work.

And now, every single day, I realize more and more… that’s not the life I want to live. That’s not the mother I want to be.

So many women affirm that you can “have it all.” And while that’s true in one sense, the reality is this: you CAN have it all, but you can’t give 100% to everything. Presence has to give. You can’t give 100% to your child and 100% to work—it’s always a balance.

Where are you putting your presence?

I don’t want to sacrifice presence. I refuse to live in survival mode, believing that Levi and I need to work traditional 9-to-5 jobs to provide for our child. I refuse to trade time for money.

I believe in magic. I believe in miracles. I believe financial abundance flows to us when we are living in alignment with our heart and soul’s truth. This is the life I want to raise Zephyr in. I want him to know that abundance is not just about money. Abundance is imagination, synchronicity, trade, gifts, love, laughter, play, happiness, and so much more.

What we truly need to provide for our children—and for ourselves—is presence, purpose, protection, patience, and play.

There will come a season for me to bring in millions of dollars and inspire millions of people. But this season? This season isn’t about that.

This season is about a million moments with my Zephyr.

Yesterday, I was listening to Bob Proctor, and he said something I’ve heard many times before, but the way he said it this time hit differently: “You don’t need to know how. You just need to know what you want.”

So I spent all day yesterday and today diving deep into my heart, asking myself: What do I really want right now?

And this is it…

I want to be a full-time, present mama. I love being with my baby all day long. Yes, I get tired, but I have never been, and will never be, tired of being with Zephyr or being his mama.

I want a forever marriage with Levi, filled with romance—a life that’s loving, passionate, and joyful. I want us to share a bond that’s overflowing with attention, gentleness, kisses, hugs, and passionate love-making.

I want to raise my babies, homeschool them, clean my home, make love to my husband, and travel the world whenever I desire—all while getting paid to inspire others to follow their hearts.

I want a slow, peaceful life, one with freedom and space. A life where my husband and I can pursue our dreams, our passions, and our heart’s desires—without worry.

I want a life where Zephyr knows that his mama and daddy loved him so much, we BOTH chose to step away from traditional work to be fully present with him. I want to build a lifelong bond with him that’s unbreakable.

I want to inspire people across the world to love deeply, to live authentically, and to follow their heart and soul’s song—without fear, even when it doesn’t make sense to others.

I want financial abundance, not through traditional marketing, but by serving people deeply and attracting dream clients who come to me because they know I can help. And I want them to understand that this season of my life is devoted to family.

I want a clean yellow house on 40 acres where Zephyr and His maybe one Day sister can play.

I want a life of spontaneity and travel, where I can make last-minute decisions without worrying about “saving a buck” or “planning ahead.”

As 2024 comes to a close, I’m releasing the version of myself that no longer serves me. I’m welcoming in the version of me I want to be.

In 2025, life is changing. Business is changing.

2025 will come with less marketing and more writing and blogging. I devote 2025 not to making sales, but to creating a body of work that inspires people through heartfelt storytelling and writing simply to serve, not to sell. I want my words to heal hearts, awaken souls, and guide others to live in their truth—without expecting anything in return.

My work and passion in 2025 will be centered on being a present, loving mama, a sexy wife, and a coach to a select few souls ready to commit to their heart’s desires.

Now, it’s your turn.

What do you want? Comment and Tell Me