Here is my raw, open, unfiltered heart, soul, feelings, emotions, and thoughts—completely messy and honest.

Lately, not a day goes by without tears falling from my eyes. I cry and feel guilt and shame every second I’m thinking about my work, my business, and my coaching—whether I’m with Zephyr or away from him. I feel like a drug addict, with work as my drug of choice. I’m with my son, playing with him, and all I can think about is, “How can I serve? How can I help? How can I inspire?”

Yet in the same breath, I’m thinking, feeling, and expressing out loud, “I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to work. I want to be a full-time, at-home mama.” Memories of my dad play in my head from my childhood when I begged him not to work but to play with me. Funny enough, now he doesn’t work.

I want to be a full-time, hands-on mother. I know I only have a little time with Zephyr (he turns 7 months in three days!), and I already feel like I’ve missed so much—even though I’ve never been away from him for more than an hour. I feel like I’ve missed precious moments, just thinking about work or working while he naps. And here’s the truth: I hate it. Sometimes, I even hate myself for it.

I preach unconditional love, and every day, I’m practicing loving myself unconditionally despite the guilt and shame I feel for thinking about work when I want to be focused on Zephyr. I want to be 100% present with him.

The truth is, I never dreamed of being a businesswoman. I dreamed of being a wife and mother. I became a businesswoman after 20+ years of failing to find my husband, deciding, “I don’t need a man; I’ll just be Miss Independent.” And now, I have the man, I’m wearing the ring, and I have the most beautiful son in the world. I don’t want to take THIS DREAM I spent 30 years (No exaggeration, I was looking on the playground at 2 ask my mother) manifesting for granted.

I still want to serve. I still dream of healing every single heart that beats and awakening unconditional love in every soul on this planet. That dream will never, ever die! But right now, I’m getting honest with myself and realizing that dream MAY just need to be on pause so I can stay present in the dream I worked so hard for—being a wife and mother.

I want the only time I’m away from Zephyr to be for self-care or date nights with Levi. THAT’S IT. I want to be with Zephyr every other moment. I freaking love being with him. And here’s the truth: not once in these 7 months of being a mama have I felt stressed or sad on the days I’m 100% present with him, even when he’s hysterically crying. I ONLY feel stressed when I’m trying to be both a mama and a coach.

While some women dream of balancing a career and motherhood, my only dream right now—my only desire—is JUST TO BE A WIFE AND MOTHER. And THAT’S OKAY. THAT’S ENOUGH.

If you’re JUST a wife and mother, THAT IS ENOUGH.

As the winter season approaches, with the end of 2024 and the beginning of 2025 around the corner, this season feels like one of hibernation—slowing down, going within, and seeking shelter. That’s exactly what I’m going to do.

So, here’s my messy, heartfelt announcement: I’m pulling back on my dream of business to fully live the dream I manifested—being a mama. I want to laugh with my son, play with him, watch him take his first steps, and teach him his ABCs (fun fact: my degree is in Early Childhood Development and Education, a subject I’m also passionate about!). I know the first seven years of a child’s life shape who they will be for the rest of their life, and I can’t mess this up. I refuse to.

With that, I’m announcing that I’m going into hibernation. I’m not closing down shop, but I’m pausing social media for now and pulling back on my business. I’ll focus solely on coaching sessions with high-value clients who are ready to invest in speaking their truth, healing, and love boldly and beautifully. Starting in 2025, I’ll only accept 3–5 clients.

My courses and holiday sales are listed on my website, so you can invest in those while I’m gone. If you need anything, you can email me at Genna@gennarosegiannetti.com. Occasionally, I’ll be on Insight Timer for live sessions. You can also access thousands of hours of content on YouTube and my social media while I’m away.

This won’t be forever. I still have a mission to serve, but my greatest mission right now is raising Zephyr John-Zenith Kendall and being a loving wife to the love of my life, Levi.

This is my passion. This is my purpose.

If you need anything, check out my website at www.gennarosegiannetti.com.

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I love you! I’ll see you in the future.

With love always,
Genna Rose